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Friday, April 29, 2005
wah..i'm so tired now. but i still wanna spend time blogging..coz.. it's a long weekend.. yeahhh~ =x i'm going out wif my gossip girls again.. haha! saved $30 for this week to go out this weekend.. but i owe angeline $10..means left $20.. den i feel like going shopping..so i asked my dad to gimme next week's pocket money for tmr. LOL! i'm going to tt colourful shop.. lol. i duno what's the number of the shop..nv go c.. the 1 used to sell cds in taka de. scully i go there den all the stuff i like dun haf le. or take a second look and realised it's not very nice =x

ytd.. school.. gather at gallery coz our first period is pe and it's almost raining.. den we reach gallery den it started raining..so we're stucked there until the rest of them who are still in the sch building came to rescue us. lol. but very sad leh..the day b4 i ran 2.4 myself..den i wanted to run 2.4 during pe ytd de. who noes it rained. and our next pe lesson is thursday leh.. coz monday public hols. sad. den got maths lect.. den the teacher is kns 1 ma.. we all dun like her..the first or second lecture she scold us like mad already. den everytime xialan 1. den hoh.. ytd she in class..she wanna say sth like.. 'i will try my best to...' to do sth lah..she end up.. tongue twisted.. she say 'i will try my butt' MUAHAHAH! whole audi laugh like mad loh. wtf. damn funny. den ytd supposed to have maths tutorial.. den got this trigo formulae test.. i nv study.. den pw teacher wanna use that period..she say v impt.. so no maths tutorial..yeah! no nd to see lao kok kok teacher's face =x

after sch.. eat.. i chiong hor fun like mad.. coz i tot netball trial at 4.. den we end at 315.. buy food le left like 5 mins to eat. chiong..den we asked around, it starts at 530. i made hq kan chiong oso. =x den..trial.. did ball control.. ball drills.. and a match. den..they select ppl. they choose like only 2 defenders out of everybody? damn waste my time loh. den it's like the coach not there..selection made by seniors. hq and i so pissed lah. first, they wan defenders den shld say earlier lah..den hq dun even haf to go for the trial loh. and the 2 ppl they choose, 1 is a tkgs reserve, one is no experience in netball 1 loh. although she's tall, but i feel damn insulted lah. am i worse than her? my keeper wasnt helping me much when i played goal defence loh. she's a senior somemore. aiyah nvm. maybe she just wanna test me. den when they say like.. due to the constrain of the number of ppl they can take in.. they taking in very little. den who noes they only choose 2. wth. they announcing tt time.. a few first intakers when for the trial coz they duno they nd to or not.. den it's like..got these 2 or 3 girls.. they go 1 training b4 us..and they have a secured place in netball loh. what abt hq and i? it's so unfair loh. if only the coach is there.. i'm sure he'll consider us 1 loh. serious. not that we're very good or what.. but at least we go training b4.. meaning we're keen. plus he noes our coach is coach vivian loh. wth lah. netball oso kick me out. wth man. curse them. zz! now join what? hockey? on the way home.. i was smsing ppl.. den i see the blinking of the lights to show tt the train is departing.. so i chiong-ed into the train.. and realised it's empty. -_-" den the person say nvm, it'll reverse back, den go another side. i so paisay loh. zz. den go another side.. i keep looking down..act busy smsing.. coz ppl will b wondering.. y this girl got into the train already? =x

today.. in the morning.. meet ruixiang to pass me sth at the void deck, coz my printer cant work. den my dad saw, den he say who's tt, i say friend, ask him help me print sth. den he say hse printer cant use meh? i say i duno how.. it's not even connected to the com. den he was like, ask ur sis lah.. no excuse for meeting a guy.. sth like tt. i was like..wtf. dun b childish can? meet guy friend study u oso say. ask guy friend print sth u oso say. not as if u dun haf female friends? all the colleagues he fetch to work oso female loh. wtf. talk kok so much. go sch.. i was like..wah heng no chapel =x if not i'll feel slpy again.. coz i'm not a christian. but who noes.. got this speaking competition.. i slp thruout.. but i'm like half aslp lah. can hear them talking. slp until my uniform v crumpled. lol. den chemistry lect. the lecturer not bad.. explain quite slowly and clear. impt points he'll repeat den like emphasize it. not bad. better than the previous 1. his lecture.. the whole lect notes.. i catch no balls. =x den.. in the middle of the lesson.. from outside of the audi.. got this damn clear and stupid laughter. den everyone in the audi laughed including the teacher. the teacher want silence in the audi 1 ma.. so when got the sound, it's v loud. den the lecturer say, 'i noe it's not u all' haha! the way he say damn funny. after lect.. tutorial.. mrs wong rocks! she explain the stupid duno-how-to-teach lecturer de lecture.. den i think i noe le. but still need to do some reading. after tt.. practise running in the hot sun.. omg. it's damn hot lah. abt 1+ or 2pm like tt. den sports day.. our class in for the 1st heats. prayed b4 it started.. i was like 'huh? must pray ah?' coz i'm not used to praying yet. =x den pray..i couldnt hear what junqi praying lah..but i can hear sth like pray tt god gives us strength and help us run the race sth sth sth. =x came in second last. so sad. but our heats group damn good can? really. ppl oso say so. and i'm so guilty. i didnt dare to sprint at the curve. and who noes.. ppl catch up wif me. ='( den i stoned there.. until the sports day event end. it's so cramp in the gallery.. so warm and stuffy oso. everyone's so sticky. esp me. went home with sheena and melissa. talk crap like siao. on the way home, bought old chang kee curry puff.. it was soooo hot.. tt i used 15 mins to finish it, when i can finish a plate of mixed rice within 5 mins.

ok..i'm tired. slp. tmr going for a jog. i'm disciplined.. for this period of time =x

Wednesday, April 27, 2005
hmm.. miracle.. i went for a jog today.. can u imagine that??? =x haha.. after sch.. 1245.. chinese teacher nv come.. so i went to eat a bit, den go reading room do some maths..which i duno how to do.. so i stopped. den i left.. go home.. change.. go for a jog. listened to my mp3 while jogging.. dun feel as tired leh..mayb coz my brain more focused on listening to the songs den jogging and reminding myself tt i'm tired. i jog coz i wasnt in a good mood and for friday's sports day. hope to train some stamina. listen to mp3..den the songs got time ma.. den i went home to caculate how long it took me to run 2.4.. and OMG 15mins 30secs. zz. i tot i run quite fast. come out..15mins+.. it was 13+ leh.. but tt was when i'm still in dunman netball..when the training is like.. for animals? =x hai.. miss those times.. can c so proud of my 2.4.. now stupid track.. zz.

friday gotta hand in PI.. and i have nth in mind now. tmr got netball trials..duno i nd to go or not..think hq and i just go.. den reach home sure tired..sure no nd to do work liao..so i must get my PI done soon!!! ok. work time. bye =x

finally a not so long blog entry =x

Tuesday, April 26, 2005
zz.. feel like blogging.. i havent touch my hw loh..die. dun care. later den do.

ytd.. sch.. monday bluesss.. dun feel like doing anything.. i changed into pe tshirt just b4 i left hse.. coz i happen to look at my timetable and realised got pe. heng i last min c timetable loh. den in sch i dun rem what happen again. den last lesson gp.. ms chionh let us off 15mins earlier.. so tt we can go delta support hockey guys.. reach there.. match already start much earlier le. den second half.. keane scored! hurray. so proud of him.. classmate leh. woo! after tt.. the hockey guys stand in front of us.. took photo.. den like bow at us.. i think? did they bow? i forgot. den i quickly bio bio bio.. =x den the teacher in charge came to thank us, the supporters.. den keane came to talk to us girls a while.. thank us and we were like..congrats!!! lol. den we went to buy snacks.. den came back like picnic like tt.. eat while watching tpjc play against pj.. anyway.. sa won mi 2 nil.. hee. den go home.. yingjie walking distance.. zz. took mrt home from redhill..slpt on mrt.. so tired. reach home nv do anything. slpt at 9+. i'm a pig.

today..go sch.. i forgot to bring maths lecture notes.. i didnt c the timetable.. didnt notice got maths lect loh. zz. den stupid maths lecturer scold us. but i dun care.. =x i'm having pms today. can damn hyper..can v moody. today did titration AGAIN.. but today gotta hand in by today de.. den ALL the calculations i duno how to do. it's damn difficult loh. and excuse me.. i took combine science. 1 yr of pure science does no help. it's damn difficult can? i think i'm gonna get retained. after tt.. phy lecture.. den the lecturer explaining which book to buy..for 1/2 an hour.. mad. until now.. i duno which book to buy. duno is buy book 1 and either 2a or 2b.. or what. duno what lah!

after sch.. go tampines.. on the way back on mrt.. i did a good deed! i give up my seat.. to a old granny. hee. i'm so kind. =x den the granny fell asleep.. end up lying on a malay guy sitting beside him. i down there..ren my laughter. coz i thinking how the guy feels. must be annoyed.. and will not forgive me for giving up the seat. haha. but it's only right to let granny sit ma.. den i stood there.. thinking of my grandma.. ='( miss her again.

reach tampines.. meet jevan.. go cartel.. he eat.. i drink soup and eat the free flow bread.. lol. the bread itself not very nice.. but dip into the soup..it's.. woo! nice. i told jvn the bread v addictive.. he says it is so coz it's free. lol! after tt.. i ordered a brownie wif ice cream..den we share. so full loh omg. den we talked abt crap.. abt sec sch.. sec talk abt 3c chalet.. den he say tt time bernard told me when we were all slping.. we all squeeze ma..den jvn was beside me.. denbernard say jvn's hand hit my face or head when we're both aslp. lol. i didnt even noe abt it.. until now..it's like 2 yrs later? muahahaha. damn funny. i laugh damn loud. den we were saying i miss dunman a lot and stuff. den say dunman night study we wanan go back study oso. =x i can wear my dunman tops and jeans go study. maybe i shld wear uniform go.. more sud. =x den go home.. talk a lot of crap oso.. duno y we can talk so much hoh.. hee. jvn! u're a talkative shit. =x like me. =x go home..still eat a bit of dinner. so full le. but if dun eat sure get scolded. so mian qiang eat a bit loh. den until now..i havent touch my work. oh ya..just got this STUPIDDDDD msn virus. scare me like hell..i just reformat com den got prob liao. den i got to uninstall msn and install again. heng now ok le..if notmy bro sure kill me. hmm.. ok..i shall post pics taken on yp's birthday.. so long den post..i nv post my xin yang yang. lol.


cool position.. lol.

sheila, huiqi, angeline..

longxin, birthday girl yeanping..and me!

hq and angeline.. noticed angeline's rebonded hair? lol

sheila and hq..

yp the birthday girl..wif her birthday cake and birthday balloon we bought her!

it's us again..but wif more 'lights'..coz got the lighted candles.. haha.

hq and angeline again..

sheila and hq..

car models.. nice car eh.. lol

group pic!! pink background.. hee.

3 jc uniform retards.. under stickmen.. look like sajc's stickmen right? lol.

still the 3 retards.. under 1 stickman.. coz just now tt pic too far..cant c face =x

pregnent sheila.. lol

birthday gentle giant!

the gucci girls.. lol. i came up wif the stupid idea..ask them stand under each letter. lol. quite nice right. =x

Sunday, April 24, 2005
fuck man..damn irritating can? damn pissed off. was wondering why my mum nv call me when it's 11.. coz i not home yet. now i just came out of the bathroom.. she ask me what time i came home..den i say 11.30.. normally is 12 one loh.. den she freaking hell say next time dun let me go out anymore.. every sat oso 12 den come home.. not decent.. not like girl.. think i grown up already is it.. and all shit. wtf.. she in the middle of the night talk so loud for fuck? den i freaking pissed off i just shout back.. i duno what i shout. wtf. i jc liao she still nag until so jialat. nv see her concern abt my studies.. nv see her ask how am i coping with my work and stuff. wtf. if she 1 day ask.. i'll just scream back and say i cant cope fucking hell get me a tuition teacher. i came home with such good mood and she freaking hell spoil it. asshole.

friday.. went to sch.. got civics and chem only. so my bag damn light. hee. den got this house council voting thing. khairul and huilin got in. so happy for them. our class is the only class in hose who has 2 ppl nominated loh. den both got in leh. sud sud eh? lol. den after school.. ily suddenly ask me what i wearing to the play 'underpants', by sa's drama club. den i realised.. play gotta wear formal. den i got nth formal lah. i rem the drama night.. sec3.. omg. wear until like tt. zz. but i dun wanna wear anything formal, or even wear a simple skirt. so i wore plain black tee and jeans. heng i nv wear too formal.. everyone like wear jeans oso? haha! ily wore a pink top and a dark green pants..den she keep worrying she overdress. not at all lah. lol. she worry too much. lol. the play.. abt 1.5 hour.. quite funny lah. got 1 line it's damn funny..the guy say 'i cant believe, u believe...what u believe' LOL! damn stupid. he pause a bit b4 saying 'what u believe' den we expect him to say sth lah.. like i cant believe u believe in that.. he continued wif what u believe.. i laugh like mad. den the show.. some parts damn sick lah. omg. after the show.. we went to clementi interchange there.. bought drinks and food coz i'm hungry.. i tried rotiboy.. which is the so-call original.. paparoti is the copy cat. lol. it costs the same.. and tastes the same. -_-" den took mrt home.. i slpet on the train.. listening to mp3.. i noe what song i'm listening to when i'm slping. how to say.. i'm not totally aslp but i'm aslp. haha! duno how to say lah. zz. reach home..damn DAMN tired.

today.. woke up at 9.05 when i got work at 9.30. wth man! i pia like shit. nv eat breakfast. miracle. i nv eat breakfast my whole day the stomach will not used to it 1. =x today i whole day feel quite full. haha. work den got so many things to pack loh. we're supposed to let take the new worksheets and arrange them accordingly into the students' folders so tt they can collect their homework the next time they come. den duno which day public hols i think, den the worksheet a lot.. coz they wont come tt day. pack until mad. den left work wif yp.. go tm toilet.. saw royce and fx.. royce oso in jc dying. haha! den go meet angeline.. she board the train.. den we go taka yoshinoya eat. wanted to go long john eat coz i no money.. den end up they each treat me 1.50 for lunch. so paisay. i only brought $10+ out loh. omg. where got enough. plus i took cab to work. den eat lunch.. den hq came. den i saw this quite good looking guy.. wearing black pants and grey shirt in yoshi.. den i say he's very si wen.. like can bring home to let parents c 1. den angeline say..u'll nv noe if he's just a cashier in taka. LOL! funny. den we went to buy famous amos and chocolates.. den go coffee club eat and slack. ate brownie with ice cream. i eat le.. i feel damn full. oh ya, waited damn long for a seat. i go shit..come back..they're still queueing. =x sit.. den we go walk.. angeline, yp and hq bought hairband.. duno y all wanna buy. i wear hairband not nice. den go walk a bit.. i saw this levis top right..it's "LS & CO". i'm totally in love wif the shirt. firstly, it's LS as is levis. secondly, it's my name!!!! 3rd.. imagine i wear tt shirt out wif angeline, hq, yp and lx.. it's like.. leeshyuan and company! haha! cool man. omg. =x whoever i go out wif oso v cool. lol. den we go marche.. den got this $10 nett minimum per person. den we buy the shredded potato, pizza, potato wedges and calamari. den very full le..but it's only $30. so we ordered another pizza to makeit $40. $40 like we very poor.. den eat until reach minimum le den stop. but it's actually we all v full le. oh ya..b4 we go marche.. outside paragon.. we saw this kid.. 6 years old.. he's playing drum loh. omg damn cute. he's SOOOO CUTE LOH. SO CUTE LEH OMG HOW? lol. i took a picture of him wif my hp. lol. he finish playing den he come in front to bow 3 times in different directions. den his hands still will like 1 in front 1 behind. haha! so cute! and b4 we go marche.. we go wish aisah happy birthday.. she's wif wl and jvn. the rest havent go meet them. eat tt time.. damn funny. keep talking abt sec sch tt time. omg. so childish but damn funny lah. hahah! secret. only yp, angeline, hq and i will noe. lol! after marche.. we called wl they all, wanna go join them. in the end they on the way home le. so sad. den we go walk a bit.. go see swatch.. and i realised i see a lot of nice watches. so nice loh. saw a lot of tt time i post online de watches. saw the diamonds 1! $2000+ leh. so cool. omg. a while later..den we go home le. den reach home..my mum nag. wtf. damn pissed off. nag le, she go bathe.. den finish bathing, c i using com..den scold me again. say duno what time le still chatting wif friends and stuff. wtf. sebei irritating leh. zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.

Thursday, April 21, 2005
hi i'm back to blog. =x
mon.. i realised i forgot to add sth.. lol. i forgot to say i stayed back to watch soccer! yeah.. sa vs ac.. ooooOOOI! sa won! 1-0. lol. nice match. so close. exciting! after tt.. hq and i go wisma buy energy concert tickets! woo! $108 de.. plus $2 sistic some duno what fee den it's $110. den tuesday onwards..i feel damn broke loh. omg. i spent all i earned during the 3 months i work le. lol. shit. queue damn long leh..1 hour loh. stand there. zz. if tampines sure damn fast. wisma sistic lousy. den tt 1 hour.. i lied to my mum.. told her i go harbour front buy my friend's bday present..and tt was 7.30 already. lol. omg. i'm 17 and i'm still lying to my parents. tsk. reach home.. abt 9 le. =x

tuesday.. watch rugby for a while.. like 20 mins only. den go netball training..first training. warm up is up down there court.. it's up down there width.. not the longer side. den.. they finish running.. i not warmed up at all. =x run very little. coach vivian's fault. make us run so much for warm up and now i dun feel anything. lol. den we did a bit of drills.. those passes. then their straight passes.. dun haf 2 balls. hq and i damn not used to it.. like we throw ball le, should b run to catch ball.. this 1 is run to queue up. like so weird. den got 1 is catch and turn in air den face where u come from. normally we do is land with whichever leg u're comfortable with. now they die die say land on 1 leg..forgot left or right le. like so not shun loh. like normally if b4 i catch the ball, the last leg den land on the ground when i run will not be the leg i land with after i jump.. den now they die die wan tt side de leg.. i duno how. lol. weird lah. den their drills.. like not as shun.. lol. i miss dunman team! u throw wad stupid anyhow fly ball.. the players oso like go for it 1. lol. this 1 they like.. aiyah..i duno. maybe no mo qi. like i noe wad dunman ppl will do.. i noe like agar who runs how fast..so i noe how far to throw in front of them when they running sideways. this 1.. i throw a bit further nia..they cant catch. coz i duno how fast they run! if run too slow..den i throw too far cant catch. if i throw too near den she run too fast will b behind ma. lol. zz. dunman dunman!! hmm.. den the ppl..quite cute lah. haha. then their half court.. omg..different from dunman oso. hq and i see le, we were like o.O? this is half court? haha! why start from goal line de? not centre circle meh? haha! the coach..a guy.. he very funny sia. he crack a joke.. den i heard a senior say 'not funny' like suan him. lol. den they oso quite slack.. maybe not lah..maybe is dunman under coach vivian is totally siao. den they focusing on j2 tt day.. coz monday start match.. den i think we only do 30mins of drills plus warm up.. the other 1.5hr.. we were standing there watching them practise. zz.

wed.. after sch.. 145 only.. hq oso end tt time.. den we wanted to go study.. coz next day got maths lecture test.. end up.. meet wl to go tampines stadium to see dunman sports day! lol! reach there..teacher's race halfway le. missed it. so sad loh. den talked to a lot of teachers.. see a lot of teachers.. mr lee became hod of d&t sia! omg. my fav d&t teacher. lol. although i only take d&t until sec2. =x he until now see me stll will say hi loh. sec2 until now leh. omg. cute sia. haha. den talked to ms quek.. mrs mah.. mrs lin.. mr teo..den we reach.. 1st few teachers we saw is mr tan, mr lee and mr sum.. den mr tan noes a lot of sa pe teachers leh. lol. den he say.. sa.. is a place to haf fun.. not to study. lol. sth like tt de. wth man. den he say he noes a lot of his friends..sa stay back. omg. stress. den the teachers see us..they were like..why u wear tie? lol. den we'll say it's part of the uniform. den they say.. den y we in dunman hate wearing tie so much. ans so simple.. it's ugly.. brown tie. yucks. den like so funny.. our tie so long.. dunman ppl wear tie is short den trend.. sa is long. lol! den saw mrs low! omg i love her. den she was asking us how.. den i say can die. lol. den she very nice lah..like keep encouraging us..say can 1. den hq, wl and i were talking to ms quek. den hq say we were like 1 out of a hundred who talk combine science in sec sch..den go science stream in jc. den i say maybe more than tt.. like out of 500. den wl say..den she'll b like 1 out of the whole sch take combine science de. lol! haha. damn funny lah. like keep comparing who's more pathetic. lol. after sports day.. go mac..hq and i asked wl maths. she's a good teacher man. hmm.. after tt.. i go change calculator's battery. saw jvn and bernard hoon. jvn ask me go study.. coz he dun wanna go home.. but i have to go home.. coz at home got dinner waiting for me to be eaten =x

today.. maths test. i'm going to fail 1.. out of 25.. maybe 1 digit. =x wtf. i FORGOT what's the formula for gp, sum to infinity. zz. den the sigma.. the nr de.. i forgot what's the formula oso. zz. freako. like tt..1st 2 qns no need to do liao. 12 marks flyyyy. den today.. chinese lesson.. our chinese teacher talking to us abt famths. omg. chinese fmaths leh. lol. duno fmaths or phy lah. duno. he trying to explain to us why are we learning those sin cos shit and all the maths stuff. den he say is got use 1.. like satelite and all. it's not just some stupid formulae which we duno where to apply them in life. lol. after sch.. i go home. so early go home..so shuang. meet ruixiang at outrum.. go home tog. he say his ntu interiew die le. den he damn funny lah. keep suanning me. stupid. after tt go interchange.. den my 1 dollar coins drop.. den he wanna help me pick up.. de he see wrongly.. he wanted to pick up a yellow colour price tag on the floor.. he mistook it as 1 dollar coin. i duno how he see 1. den i keep laughing. lol. wth man! HAHAHA! den i keep saying i wanna bomb him with maths and phy qns. lol. den he very scared. lol. i told him abt my lit d7 in prelim to a1 in o levels. lol. i'm haolianing again. he like shocked. haha! reach home.. still can watch tv sia.. lol. long time nv watch scv le leh. saw f.i.r's wu qian mtv. nice song.. but if only she singmore.. a lot of talking in the song.

Monday, April 18, 2005
wah..long time no blog. shall summarise everything.. coz for the past week.. i'm too busy or too lazy to blog. =x

wed to thurs.. i forgot what happened. =x on one of the days.. i stayed back in sch to support sa soccer.. vs hwa chong.. we won! s *clap* a *clap* j~c *clap clap*.. let's go sa let's go.. and all the cheers! omg.. all rock! hee. den sa won. 2-0. woo!

den friday.. sch.. end sch at 1245 but gotta wait until until 5 like tt for the sports club interview.. supposed to be 4.30 for mine.. in the end like drag until 5+.. zz. waste my time. den went to meet hq, sheila, lx, angeline and yp. it's yp's birthday!! happy belated birthday!!! hope u really like our presents. tt day i went broke. spent like $58.. if i didnt calculate wrongly.. and tt's excluding what i spend tt day in sch! mad. bought socks.. eat swensons.. buy yp an ice cream cake.. pay lx and angeline for yp's present coz i couldnt make it when they're shopping for their presents.. den go coffee club drink..and eat fondue.. den take photos.. den go home. reach home at 11+ and i'm still in uniform. lol. next time free den post pic.

sat, work.. den go meet jvn for lunch.. den go airport to study.. den got junction 8.. go see energy.. saw belinda there..so qiao..den hq call me..ask where i am..coz she go wif her friends.. den i happen to b very near her. lol. den go in..we stand so behind. hq left earlier coz her friends nd to leave.. den i watch the thing..less than 1hr? zz. den go home.

sun.. woke up.. read up a bit on maths.. den went to bedok to meet naiyong.. he teach me maths..for like 4+ hrs? omg. so grateful. but i forgot basic emaths le.. so i got trouble doing simple maths now. omg. can go bang wall. i forgot a lot of sec sch stuff le loh. den rushed home.. watch nkf. energy! den they all v shuai. ok end here. bye

Tuesday, April 12, 2005
cant take this anymore.. jc work is killing me. keep thinking what mrs low had told me at the end of sec 3 was the right choice. she said, dropping to combine science and get an a1.. is better than continue with 2 pure science.. ending up with a very high aggregate, den cant go jc.. at least a1 for combine science ensures u a better chance to get into jc. true. but..so wad? i'm struggling to catch up wif my work now. no, maybe not struggling to catch up my work. maybe i should say.. i duno what's going on. during phy lecture.. was listening to the lecturer.. and i felt like crying. couldnt understand at all. kept thinking.. i shld have gone to mj or tpjc.. i guess the teachers there will teach better.. sa teachers teach as if we noe everything. so fast.. so complicated.. and so unclear. nv attend 3 months.. i almost die there. nv teach partial fraction at all.. and they are telling me next week got lecture test. what sch is this? overestimated myself. act smart go smart sch. end up torturing myself only. kept thinking.. shld have gone to poly. biotech will be much more interesting than fucking phy. maths half dying.. phy totally died-ed. in class today.. phy prac.. teacher pass this paper ard.. must fill in who 3 months in sa take phy, who in other jc take 3 months phy, and who nv take phy at all. oso.. o level grade for phy or combine science. pass until me.. only like got 2 ppl nv take pure phy. me and another guy. stress. every day.. reach home.. wait a while dinner le.. den after tt.. feel damn tired. cant study at all. i got no time. no time.. no energy.. i duno what to do now. tell me how.

Sunday, April 10, 2005
shall talk a bit abt thursday.. in sch.. ily suddenly said 'eh leeshyuan.. smile leh. u whole day nv smile leh.' den i went thinking abt it. i think i in sch really too stress le. stressed abt everything. lectures is the most jialat 1.. esp maths. -_-" go home.. den after dinner i go online.. den ruixiang ask me wan go void deck or not.. teach me maths.. at first i lazy.. haha. den he like keep wanting to teach me. so i go loh. b4 i go down, i asked my dad first ma. coz he very particular abt we i go these days. idiot. scared i mix wif wrong ppl and go find bf lah. den i told him i go down ask ppl maths.. den he say, ask the person come our hse lah more convenient wad. den i say not convenient, coz he's a guy anf i'm a girl. den he say wad guy? the one wearing blue uniform that mummy saw u were wif 1 is it? den i sebei dulan. my mum go tell my dad abt me and jvn go out study. think she's still suspecting we're not studying. den i say no. is another guy.. a neighbour.. den i emphasize MJ GRADUATE MATHS GOT A. haha. den he diam. k loh.. den i go down. ruixiang teach me ap until he vomit. den he brought his maths book down to teach me. den say it's an idiot guide.. i shld understand the book. lol. really very useful leh. like u read u'll learn.. not like stupid sa notes. got use leh. =x gimme formulae den ask me do qns liao..like i noe. he spent like an hour or more to teach me ap only. havent even teach gp and summation loh. pro? i dun like the way the phrase the qns.. i find it very difficult to understand. =x like all the words altogether de.. no commas. =x

friday.. sch.. start sch wif assembly.. den got this chapel talk or sth.. i duno wad it's called lah. lol. den i almost slpt.. =x but den i c around me like no one slping..den i thinking if i slp like very disrespectful to christians.. so i ren.. and listen. lol. den got civics.. den we choose class com.. den ily couldnt find our class.. den she called qian li..den qian li answer her call in class..den tt stupid mr raja like scold her damn fierce lah.. den like wanna confiscate her phone. wth. scold us like we're still kids. like my parents like tt. all kns. =x den i do the stupid civics thing wif geraldine, gwen, boonyan and shuzk meng. den we anyhow write. den we ended up chatting there. gwen, geraldine and boonyan all got bf. sad shuzk meng and me. lol. gwen quite pretty lah to me. got bf i not surprised. geraldine's bf like.. omg..shuai? haha. cannot tell her..later she haolian bf =x saw her bf's pic in her hp.. den gwen say look like the channel 8 9pm de ah beng. hmm..i find so too. shuai leh how. lol. after tt.. we going to hand in the work to teacher.. den cant find him. den we asked 1 of the teacher which is his pigeon hole.. den we saw the word tamil there.. suspect it's him..but den we think sure got other tamil teachers 1 ma. den the teacher say.. he's really the only tamil teacher in sch. omg. pathetic. =x den lectures.. lectures, other than ask friends a few qns, i didnt talk at all. i think i'm really becoming a nerd. damn it. den got break..30mins.. some of us pia our lunch like siao.. den go lecture again.. after tt.. our class.. all the girls and elonn, sam, shawn and jeffery played captain's ball. elonn is damn tall man. he be captain.. we win like siao. lol. play until v shuang. very long nv play ball game until so enjoyable liao. haha. maybe coz netball training sucks. haha. skipped CLAO talk.. scully got sth impt abt chinese paper.. den we duno. hq, sheena, melissa and i nv go.. wonder if daniel got go or not. haha! den after playing.. yingjie, ily and i go chem make up lecture..so guai right. den play le so tired.. go lecture..the 2 of them fell aslp.. i'm struggling to stay awake. den the previous lecture i didnt go ma.. coz of the stupid core skill thing. den during the lecture.. i TOTALLY duno what the lecturer is talking abt. shit core skill. after tt.. got house talk.. i'm in hose.. the blue house. house captain is a sud sud rugby player. lol. duno y our sch de rugby players all got 1 face one leh. haha. den they played a game.. stuff mashmallow into ur mouth and say a word. i forgot what's tt word le. i laugh like mad. so funny. but the ppl are very sporting. lol. so big piece loh.. think stuff a few into my mouth i cant say anything le.

after tt.. sports club orientation. duno anyone in my group. den we went to west coast park to play games. duno y some ppl say very tiring. i not tired at all =x played games.. first game is have to find a list of things.. got blue leaves and green stones. they got nth better to do. lol. so we go find leaves.. den use my blue highlighter to colour. same for stones. lol. den played other games.. den at the end of the day.. talk.. den fill in sign up forms.. out of 60 ppl they only want 20 ppl. den the form.. got 1 qns is.. can u swim 50m without any assistance.. sad to say.. i answered no. lol. i cant even swim. stupid. nvm. if sports club dun wan me.. i go join netball. haha. after tt.. went to buy food at mac.. damn hungry. had lunch at 10am leh.. den the thing ends at 8. omg. i almost die. got gastric pain. the mac very nice. no wonder my bro suggested to go west coast mac to have supper. but den my sis heard mac.. they dun wan liao. lol. my bro says what's impt is the ambience.. food is more impt for my sis. haha! ate on bus. took the bus.. den we following this 2 guys.. 1 live in bedok..the other tampines i think..den on bus..wait quite long le.. den we ask them stop at where.. den they say duno..they following us. wtf. hahaha! den we ask 2 sa guys.. den they told us where to stop to go jurong east mrt. omg. so grateful for them. took train home. den on the train.. opposite us got this guy.. he has 2 bags.. one his backpack he carrying.. the other 1.. we looking at it den suddenly got sth moved. it's a rabbit in the bag! haha! it's just a normal sling bag leh. haha! he put the bag on the seat. den the rabbit keep sticking it's head out..den go out..den come out again. lol. damn cute loh. mel, sheena and i damn fascinated by it. den sheena and i wanna take photo.. den sheena v lame.. den ask me.. 'eh u see me msg' like trying to let me c her msg, actually she's trying to take the rabbit. lol! went home.. so tired.

sat.. woke up at 8.50 again.. when i'm working at 9.30. haha. work den i very slpy. heng today quite little ppl. mark things until quite slow oso nvm. lol. den i went home.. yp went to meet lx and angeline.. angeline go storm at century sq to rebond her hair. went home..eat lunch.. eat a lot leh. den become slpy.. lol. so i slacked at home. den change and meet them. wore the stupid cny shoe.. damn pain leh. used so many plasters. i brought 12 plasters out.. can imagine how pain? lol. den i brought the esprit sling bag. love it. haha. waited for angeline..den i go sembawang c sly's album. couldnt find it at first..coz i looking for his face. who noes it's side view. haha. den they go eat lunch.. den we go town.. meet hq. saw shawn again! haha. he dyed his hair. lol. sad man. i damn dan xiao. shld have dyed my hair after o.. i scared parents scold tt's y nv. now wan oso cant. got sch. zz. go town..walk.. quite aimlessly. finally 1 day we go out like dun haf ppl wanna buy sth. but we went to look for bags.. yp and angeline already noe what bag they wan le. den went to look ard..coz lx wanna buy jacket. i oso wan.. but duno wanna buy or not. i wan those kind.. no zip de.. den wear outside uniform.. coz lt cold ma.. den can put collar and tie out. omg. so nice.. like jap =x den they walk v fast.. my leg damn pain. we go paragon.. to the apple centre.. den we saw carrie chong. she quite thin leh.. although her head a bit big for her body lah. haha. imagine she look quite big size on tv..i'll look like a pig on tv. den..we went to eat sakae for fun.. lol. at abt 915..last order at 10. den at 10.. we go the cafe at cineleisure level 2.. sth bistro 1. haha. i had sth call cake a la mode. a cake plus ice cream. so shiok. had blueberry cheese cake and a triple chocolate ice cream. the triple chocolate ice cream is not as chocolate as i tot it would b. the cake.. quite nice. hee. angeline's cake more shiok. omg. chocolate sth 1. 1 bite..u'll faint. lx had tiramisu.. the alcohol smell quite strong..but i like. lx and hq dun like. haha. omg. wad's wif me. lx say i had 1 bite of coz nice.. eat the whole thing can die. haha. hq had 2 scoops of ice cream. she's so original. lol. yp didnt order anything. too full. i damn gian wanna eat fondue. but the fondue like damn big.. serves 2 or 3 ppl.. 24.90. haha. lx after eating her cake.. she ask wanna order or not.. i damn gian. but i'm really too full. next time den eat. hee. asked for iced water.. damn long den come. our orders oso wait quite long. it's only take the cake out, scoop and ice cream..den can serve le loh. so long. asked for bill.. den they charge us 1 more sundae.. we pay le den realised. stupid eh? but we asked for the money back =x den i quite unhappy. service slow, bill oso count wrong. so i throw the tissue paper into the glasses of water. =x haha! dun care. i pay for gst and service charge u noe?! =x went home.. took cab.. i'm too lazy to stand on train.. plus my leg so pain. so lx, yp, angeline and i took cab home. saw st.andrew village again. i think it's gonna be damn damn cool. haha. each person abt $4.. fetch to hse there.. i think it's quite shiok. i dun mind sharing cab again =x reach home..slack a bit.. den bathe.. den read magazine and tried singing the sch song. haha! i just downloaded the sch song from the website. haha. damn funny. like quite nice..but the lyrics damn long lah. zz.

today.. sly's autograph session.. at 3pm.. nv go coz no 1 go wif me. sad. steph no money to buy album. pingqi cant make it. hq like sly but is wont buy album 1. i understand. lol. den ytd oso got..but i go out wif friends. damn sad. ytd go hmv.. buy sly album got this coupon to go signature session on the 16th.. but 16 energy coming! lol. i'm a energy-above-sly fan. =x although i like both. lol. i think sly on his cd cover look like tao ze.. hq say look like zhou jie lun. i think sly shld hear us say tt. zhou jie lun and tao ze are his fav singers! haha. in the morning.. wake up.. listen to long hu bang.. had lunch.. wanted to study. ended up online and writing such long blog. i got f.i.r's album le. omg. havent listen yet. er.. album as in.. in com =x and twin's xing guang you le yuan..nice song too. den i realised shi kang jun is a singapore singer. lol. didnt noe. anyone got his song?? i wan.

post pic time. the pic we took wif ou xuan!!! didnt resize coz resize le not nice. cant see ou xuan's face properly =x

now i noe y i didnt stand properly during the core skill thing.. it's a habit. i stand wif legs open! ou xuan..chio right? omg! hmm.. anyway.. it's aisah on the left.. den wanling, ouxuan, huiqi..and me.

Thursday, April 07, 2005
sch day.. sch's a boring daily routine. cant wait until i grad from a jc and holidays again. miss the super shiok holidays after o. chiong ktv.. outings.. sentosa.. all the shit. grad from jc..is chiong clubbing. =x

lecture.. today lecture damn stupid lah. the phy teacher damn funny. i like him. lol. den got this NT.. we didnt noe what was it.. until today..notes taking. damn lame. talk abt how to take notes and stuff. stayed in the lt coz i got nth better to do. den maths lecture.. i dun understand any shit again. i desperately need help. jasmine and geraldine draw one another's hand like siao. den huilin sitting beside me. den she write jasmine rocks on jasmine's hand. den she said.. jasmine rocks. hulin pebbles. lol. i think damn long. den i laughed. damn lame leh. hahaha!

in sch.. i spend money like water.. keep buying fruits and juices. damn nice. banana and strawberry rocks! =x den ytd. elonn help us order chem and maths notes for 1st 3 months.. end up.. i already bought. den auntie say we order le..gotta pay. zz. fine. i pay. duno what to do wif it now. extra set.

sch de t-shirt size damn big eh.. i buy small leh..can imagine i buy small? and it's big loh. cannot imagine how ppl like hq or jalea wear. sure funny. =x bought a house tee today. den went to have lunch.. den while we having lunch.. Ena, york san and Jalea playing..den after lunch.. the 2 of them stopped playing.. left jalea to play wif me, ily and yingjie.. played double.. den play single. single more fun.. like hit more lah. play wif ily damn fun. lol. den we go slack.. den went for maths make up.. at 315 loh.. so late.

after tt.. go chinatown alone.. sad right? have to go collect uniform ma. on the way there saw sheena and melissa again. the 3rd time. and everytime i saw them, i'm alone. haha. cool man. we ran into the mrt den the door closing.. hit sheena. lol. scary loh. took mrt there..feel safer wif mrt.. although hq gave me instructions. but take bus to a place u duno how to go de.. damn scary to me lah. wad if u duno where to alight? =x den i went back tampines.. see jigsaw puzzle.. coz i wanna buy for someone.. lol. aiyah..it's mr teo lah. i think i owe him a lot. if not for him.. i dun think my emaths can get 1 and amaths get 2. wanted to treat him go eat. but me and him 2 person weird right. den if ask cc go.. den she pay or i pay her share? if i pay den very chor for me, if she pay..den she for nth gotta pay for herself just bcoz i wanna treat mr teo. lol. looking for a thank you jigsaw puzzle or sth. but cant find. den i saw this mr incredible. can buy..den say he v incredible lah. sports good, teaching good.. and stuff. so v incredible. =x jigsaw puzzle $19.. frame $22. i'm reconsidering. =x eh.. dun tell him or cc abt this man. if not no surprise. lol.

tmr sylvester's album will b out. omg! den tmr got sports club orientation. at west coast. kill me pls. i go home.. sure ko.. so late and sure tired 1.

Wednesday, April 06, 2005
hmm..ytd..as usual sch.. i go lecture got the mood to listen..but got mood to listen and can understand is 2 different thing. i dun understand.. anything. damn it. i miss o levels. i think when got tutorials.. the teacher is gonna die.. i got like.. a lot of questions? lol. eh.. i think i'm becoming a nerd.. tt's a miracle. i'm a total slacker. maybe the beginning of sch is like tt 1. i sec 1 oso. =x study like siao 1.. can get like 60th position in level.. tt's quite good for me liao. haha. den from 60.. can drop to can drop to 140 at the end of sec 4. cool eh? it's more than 2 times loh. went home earlier.. so tt my dad will not kp me. idiot shit. he came home..first qns ask me just reach home is it? den i went 'no, veryyy long ago.' kns. had dinner.. ate v little rice, coz i in sch i eat like a pig. wanna try all the food in sch ma..den see what's nice. the grilled fish is.. tiny? =x and i dun think it's even grilled. it's obviously fried. york san ate the sirloin steak..she buy le..den i was like.. omg so thin. =x the chicken chop not bad. wanna try fish and chips 1 day. =) laksa.. ppl say nice, i dun find it nice. =x think dunman de still rocks. haha. chicken rice not bad.. but the chicken shld have more taste. omg. i think i'm fussy. =x overall, the food is quite good. haha. got a lot of variety.. dunman de.. nice but v little variety. ok.. i was saying..i eat dinner.. den i took out my maths notes..look.. dun understand.. look again.. still dun understand.. went down to have kit kat.. den sit on chair.. look at notes and stare.. den i v sian.. sit on bed and look at notes again.. and fell aslp. =x

next morning.. today lah.. go sch.. on the way to sch.. slpt in my dad's car.. kept knocking my head against the window.. den my dad's colleague sitting beside me. damn paisay. but den i v slpy ma. reach sch, hair havent totally dry. but bo bian gotta tie. den slack.. den went for lecture.. from 845 no break until 1245 leh. went to maths lecture.. the lecturer..got left leh. kp like siao. scold ppl so fierce. ask ppl to leave lecture hall. den when she turn around.. a lot of ppl zao the lt from behind.. got my class ppl oso. den she left the lt for a while.. den another half my class ppl zao. i didnt leave.. coz i wanna attend the lecture. i first 3 months nv go leh. zao again i sure suffer in jc. lol. so i'm a guai kia. =x den got this core skill thing.. everyone has to give a speech.. on anything. the person tell us like presentation v impt lah..for a levels pw or in the future working life and stuff. den must stand properly. i go up.. first thing. i make myself comfortable standing there.. and ended up not standing wif my feet closed. i think i really too chor lor already. everytime sit legs open.. walk nv walk properly.. wear pants more jialat.. i'm like a guy. didnt prepare my speech. i just went up and.. 'hi i'm li xuan..' and blah.. LOL! after tt.. lunch wif classmates. den waited for 3pm to buy pe tee. i bought small leh. i think m is damn big. scully s too small..i die. nvm. can buy again. =x buy le.. go tampines meet jvn. on the way to tampines.. saw the girl..june..the 1 i noe on mrt.. she's with the same friend..duno bf or not. haha. den she alight at city hall i think.. and she waved bye to me. damn nice right. haha. at the tunnel i already saw her..so i catch up wif her to say hi first. maybe i'm nice to her too =x reach tampines.. go bk wif jvn.. bombed him wif qns. he havent learn gp! omg. so he teach me ap. hey.. it's damn easy. =x haha! wait for him to learn gp den he'll teach me. mj teach him like so detailed. sa like.. anyhow.. teach like i noe what she's saying. den i asked him some physics qns. i'm regretting dropping to combine science and the end of sec 3.. now i'm like..wad's this and wad's tt. like cant find anyone in sa study combine science 1 leh. sad man. i'm like..stupid there. regret throwing all my sec sch books too. they're like so useful now. i forgot everything. aiyah.. me lah..tot i'm going poly.. den just throw all the books and dun care. oh ya.. on the way to bk.. i saw my mum. she saw me and jvn. den she was making the 'orh..' sign.. like saying i die lah..she go home will scold me or sth. den she sms me.. 'be careful' i duno she's saying be careful when i'm alone wif a guy or be careful she'll scold me when i get back home. den i replied 'what? i'm studying wif him loh' den she replied sth like dun bluff and stuff. den i replied 'wa.. u dun b unreasonable loh. i'm asking him to teach me maths loh' damn pissed. but i didnt care. coz i noe wad i'm doing is right. i no bf she say i got.. when i got..she nv say anything. she must b blind. now home.. waiting for her to come out of bathroom..and start a quarrel wif her. see who wins! =x

Monday, April 04, 2005
ok..i'm damn pissed. today went to sch.. den maths lectured cancelled.. means i gotta wait all the way from 8.45, after a discipline talk for both 1st and 2nd intakers.. wait until 315 den start physics lesson. b4 sch..they were saying wanna have another discipline talk for the 2nd intakers..coz the 1st talk..1/3 of the ppl nv go. i nv go. i think i'm innocent. i dun care. met jvn for dinner and movie. watched ms congeniality.. and my dad gave me.. at least 8 missed calls. went out to answer his call after 3 missed calls.. went back to movies.. he started calling again for what shit..i duno. i switched off the phone. was so pissed. luckily i was watching a comedy. imagine horror movie. LOL! den i rushed home.. kept on saying "i'm pissed. i'm pissed." lol. reach home. bathe and diao everyone at home. coz.. i'm pissed. my dad slp le. nv scold me oso. freak. waste my time being angry.

tingting helped me take attendance for the discipline talk..she called me..say got take attendance..den i was like "i'm already on the bus". so she say she help me take. den anything loh. thanks tingting. og10 rocks wif u around. hee.

met this sa girl on the train.. she was sitting opposite me. her friend alighted from the train earlier.. den we looked at each other and smiled. den she alight at tampines too.. so i walked beside her and started a chat. lol. asked her if she's j1.. den she say ya. den wad class and stuff. she's from arts. from tkgs. asked her y dun wanna go nearby jc.. coz she said she live near tpjc.. den she say tpjc not gd =x she was considering sajc or acjc..but she dun like ac culture. den she asked y i go sa..i say i like the uniform. and she's damn cute. she say she keep looking at me.. and i was oso looking at her. like awkward lah. den she say we like got same taste.. coz she liked shoulder bag and found mine quite nice.. den she like my shoes. den i say i like her shoes too! lol. nice girl. she's june. maybe friend her a bit more next time can go home tog. talked all the way non stop until we walk separate ways.

now struggling wif maths hw.. i duno how to do. omg. i'm gonna study. really.

post pic. i post a lot of shit. feel like posting pic tt's y. =x wl havent send me the ou xuan 1.. will post as soon as she send me!! i post.. almost.. everything? =x


this is angeline and huiqi.. nice pic.. at sakae..

this is huiqi wif cap and a smile seeing her teeth..

this is without cap and smile without seeing teeth. haha!

hq again..she thinks her fringe is weird..so ask me take photo she wanna c.. i find it nice..she find it ugly. why?

more hq..

dao hq 1..

dao hq 2..
that's all for hq.. now is angeline's turn!

candid shot.. cool angeline..

a forced smile. lol!

too cool or too bored?

retard angeline. tt's the real her =x

yp's self pic.. cute little eyes..

model yp. photographer me.

bored yp..

more yp.. lol.

pls notice her earrings. she minds it a lot =x

trying to smile without opening mouth again. haha!

me.

me trying to smile without opening mouth. why is everyone doing tt? LOL! and u see that extra who chap in to get into the pic? =x

me. hate the eye bags.

trying to do sth more than just a smile. i noe it's.. stupid.

can see i'm getting bored..doing sth lame..

bored again.

hq and i!

2 of us again. this time clearer coz she helped to hold the other side of the camera.

still trying to master the skill of smiling without opening mouth. how do ppl do that so nicely and we like.. eeeee yer?

and finally.. a group pic! =D

Sunday, April 03, 2005
hehe.. i'm feeling good now. lol. ytd.. went to work alone.. angeline lx and yp all no work.. msged mr goh earlier telling him tt i'll be leaving at 12.45.. 15mins earlier.. den he say ok. den ytd go out dressed up ma.. not v nice lah..but at least not tshirt and jeans. den mr goh see me..he ask, 'u're going for a date later?' den i give the o.O look.. coz i scared he noes i leave early from work is to go out.. den he say he's just kidding..and i was like..phew.. go work.. meet yp.. was raining.. and i lazy take bus.. coz i just took my march pay from kumon.. den i paid for the taxi fare to interchange, coz yp at tt moment no money.. plus i feel rich so i pay. den i went to return genki uniform..wanted to get my pay but den at tt time restaurant v busy.. so manager no time. den nvm.. left.. yp went to get hq's cap from alvin. den we left for orchard.. angeline bought the train from simei. ageline wore sprag strap top! OMG. =x den go there.. go meet aisah and wl.. they're there for the fashion show.. the one outside taka.. yp booked tickets for us. waiting tt time.. we saw felicia chin outside.. after tt den realised she's waiting to get in too. we were the first few tt get seated first..coz aisah's bro is one of the organisers.. den we can just go in. muahahaha. we get seated b4 the media ppl k? lol. first 2 rows for media..we're on the 3rd. muahahah! =x saw 1 of the channelnewsasia guy.. timothy sth. =x den we saw rui en, ou xuan, michelle chong, felicia chin and the holland v that xiaoxin. the fashion show.. not bad. angeline and yp were like looking at the guy models.. lol. i spot 1 quite cute de. haha. the clothes are nice. g-star. actually i nv heard of the brand b4. watch the fashion show.. i like the design of the brand de stitch on the pocket.. it's so nice. got a few is made of metal buttons. so nice loh. oh my god. after tt.. we took a pic wif OU XUAN! LOL! damn chio can? hahaha. was hoping to c ppl like tay ping hui or qi yu wu. LOL! after tt.. walk around. i bought a ripcurl water bottle. wanted to buy a ripcurl bag.. shoulder de.. but quite small.. heng hq they all convince me not to buy. coz.. shall say later. haha. den hq bought a ripcurl, is it ripcurl? duno. a pouch. so nice. the wallet oso v nice. den went to have sakae for lunch at 4+ 5 like tt.. we ate so much. lol. 26 plates altogether. we stack very high. lol. den beside us got 1 table.. they go on the mp23 player or radio..duno lah..on the hp.. using speaker.. it's loud oh.. although the songs nice lah.. but i think it's damn inconsiderate and rude. den hq say 'noisyyy'..duno they got hear or not. but i think they didnt. den after a while.. hq heard them saying 'they eat a lot' saying us lah. but i think it's normal lah. 4 ppl loh. den we stack of coz look like a lot lah. den i shoot back, i say 'a lot meh? i think someone's music on very loud loh!' haha. den angeline and yp say they wanna run away. lol. scared they come beat hq and me up..then they innocent. lol. after tt.. walk around.. shop shop.. den we went to coffee bean to slack.. felicia chin go there oso.. den a lot of ppl looking at her. den we realised she top to toe g-star clothes sia. must be g-star sponsor den she go the fashion show de. lol. slack v long.. tried melibu dream.. a strawberry and banana blended. quite nice.. angeline say taste like medicine. coffee bean got new menu. i now den noe. yp say quite long le. =x slack.. den ivan wanted to pass hq her birthday present..den we ask him on the way help us buy famous amos.. lol. feel like eating. den we come.. we pay him..den he collected so little.. we paid only like $2.50 each. lol! thanks ivan. after tt..walk.. go esprit. saw this key chain damn cute. think we 9 netballers can buy 1 each, since we wanted to buy sth similar then everyone buy tog. maybe we can buy on yp's birthday tt outing. den yp wanted de cardigon no more le.. i wanted to buy oso no more le. den we walk around.. den i saw one section is sale de.. den i go look around myself.. den hq shouted 'eh cheapo!' for me. lol. paisay. heng not much ppl. after tt.. went to yoshinoya to slack somemore.. lol. talk and drink.. den i saw shawn there.. having dinner at 10+? lol. den i went over to talk to him..den chatted quite comfortably.. like so long nv talk le still can talk so much. den he ask me single how long le.. den i say abt 2 yrs..den he like shocked..he say i used to be.. not attached can die those kind. wth man. lol! den he say i go new sch.. how..den i say 3 months ppl got their own cliques den quite difficult for me to get into them.. den he say den i die loh..coz i used to b damn scared of loneliness. lol. shit man. he say until i like.. no bf will die. haha! damn funny. i last time really like tt meh. sad sia. i dun think so leh? after a while.. go home le. on the way home.. mum called me and kp like mad. reach home at 12.. oso nth happen. =x maid bought new hp.. jvn's hp. i down there half laughing. jvn.. my maid using her phone. =x den see my maid de..wah like so new.. jvn de like chipped off lah..scratches a lot de. lol. den she damn facinated.. when i help her to make caller id. lol. i tried calling her..got my pic! LOL! oh ya, my dajie came back from hk. she bought v little things. bought a very big faked jewel ring. i think it's damn ugly. bought 2 retro shoes, 2 skirt..1 v retro..v nice. she say the things there v ex.. no gd food. the food there.. i find like damn nice? omg.

today..woke up at 12.. listen to long hu bang. waited for time to pass..den shawn sms me..ask if we still going out.. so i went to bathe.. abt to go out den suddenly..rain v heavily. took bus there.. get genki pay. $519.. muahahaha. shiok. den i went to buy 1 shoulder bag.. i c the bag so long le.. aim so long. heng i nv buy the ripcurl 1 lah.. coz i like the bag..but nv go crazy over it. and it's small oso. but the white bag right..my classmate got the brown 1. she bring den i told her i like white de. den she told me she just bought at far east the day b4. duno i bring to sch she mind or not. den i hesitate. den shawn told me.. like den buy.. if i wanna find sth ppl dun haf den i buy..i'll end up wif nth. so i just buy. anyway.. like so long le. haha. last piece. dun care.. just take. den walk around.. buy eraser and liquid paper.. den shawn was like.. can use liquid paper in jc meh? den i say y cannot.. den i ask him o level got use or not..he say nv lah..cannot use wad. den i replied, i dun care, i just use. haha! den went to buy rubber band to tie hair.. bought 2 white de and 1 grey de. the white and grey comes tog. bought the 2nd white 1 seperately, coz i couldnt decide, so buy both. =x den shawn say y i suddenly siao over white. white band..white bag. lol. just happen to like the 2 things not..not tt i like white stuff. anyway.. the dm say white, blue or black rubber band ma. so white loh. den the white and grey comes tog.. shawn say can pei my sch bag. muahahaha! den went to esprit.. buy the small sling bag i like..heng tm got. hee. yp's cardigon tm got oso. tm rocks. lag but good. haha! the bag.. $59..yp passed me her discount card..and it became $41. omg! HAHAHA! =x went to watch movie.. the wedding date. quite nice lah. but today 8.50 leh. heart pain again. lol. shawn today damn broke. his wallet left 45c, atm card left $3+, ezlink left $1+. hahaha. wanted to sit down at a cafe de.. he asking me ice cream or coffee. den after tt go c his bank left how much.. i decided to go mac instead. he paid the drinks.. i felt so guilty. coz he's damn broke. but he say he pay coz i paid for the nuts he ate in the cinema first. chat.. den his friends came.. a few in tpjc.. 1 same class as chiewching and jespreet. lol. after tt.. he walked me home.. talked abt his ex-gf and stuff. some really childish stuff tt happened when we were in sec 1 or 2.. laughed a lot. lol. reach home.. didnt noe everyone waiting at home for me to start dinner. shit man. my mum was like.. asking me wad i buy, i say bag and got scolded. oh ya.. today my mum scold me..she say y my uniform skirt so short..i say i alter..den she scold me.. say go sch is to study..not for fashion..wear until so short for wad..no decent and stuff. feel like pulling her to sch to see how everyone dresses. ok..back to topic. ate dinner wif my mum, dad, bro, his gf and maid. den had the bedok tt chendol for dessert.. bro ta bao home. shiok. nice. den slack a while.. den i went up go throw away all the price tags.. esp the esprit bag de.. den put in my carboard b4 my mum discovers it. lol. den just now.. my erjie ask me show her the bag..ask her to take herself.. den she say nice. haha! she say v pei wad she's wearing now. lol. nan de sth i buy my sis say nice.

hmm..kk..late le..tmr got sch. wearing uniform to sch..sa uniform. first time sia! shit! i duno how to tie a tie! die loh. hmm..and pics.. i'll post..maybe tmr. i wanna go slp le. haha..long blog.. so long nv type until so detailed le. shiok. =x

Friday, April 01, 2005
hmm..sch today is definitely better than the days b4.. perhaps because of the 2nd day of orientation.. learnt lots of dances.. got 1 i totally cant catch.. =x the steps like.. omg. turn here turn there.. duno how to position myself. got this treasure hunt.. which i totally duno wad to do..i play the games nia.. all the clues abt finding out who the killer is.. i TOTALLY duno. muahaha. =x 1st day orientation our cg cheer so soft.. coz a lot of ppl porn.. 2nd day.. everyone. so loud loh. the guys in my class r really loud. too bad they dun mix around lah..they mix wif their own friends de.. they're like yandaos? muahaha. =x den got this video on team sajc..it's damn cool. make me feel like joining all the sports cca in jc. lol. den this guy.. president of student council. he's cute. =x den i realised a lot of girls find him cute too. shit. snatch wif me. =x muahaha. jk. den i heard from a 1st intaker.. she say there's this kfc.. kenneth fan club.. the guy's name is kenneth. lol. like so kua zhang. lol. nvm lah. everytime go new sch.. all the girls will notice the organisers of the orientation de. he's the only good looking 1. the rest is cute and nice in character only. they're all damn sporting. actually the kenneth right, i spotted him on the 1st day of sch..even b4 orientation. muahaha. i sound desperate. ok. i shall stop. =x den got concert by the j2s.. den the dance club like damn nice damn pro? omg. cool. jc and sec sch is really.. different. =x it's like..their standard for cca is so much higher? den they choose councillors like so strict..dunman like anyhow. =x the band played samba..damn nice. den got rock band.. played so many music and we danced and jumped like mad. real mad. so sweaty.. so high. lol. but not v high lah. lol. i think i dare to just go clubbing and dance le. when everyone's dancing..there's nth to b shy abt. no one cares abt u. just have fun. lol. den went dinner wif a few other classmates. talked.. became a...little closer lah. haha. den went home wif a guy classmate..he lives in pasir ris..he go home wif his band ppl.. den he ask me go along loh..got company.. den the band ppl are quite nice too. haha. there's a girl called peace.. weird name right? but it's nice though. den my tt classmate oso v friendly. he's my ogl.. den he ask me wad og i'm in..den i ans og10..den he was like 'og10?? i'm in charge of og10! how come i didnt c u?' lol. he so shocked.. of coz he dun rem.. we have to rem 2 or 3 of them..how can they rem all of us? reached home at 10.30 when there's sch tmr at 7.30. tired. bathe.. den i keep whistling the sch song..den my mum from outside the toilet scolded me.. she say girls cannot whistle.. not si wen. lol. 'up and on!' =x

today.. go sch.. talk in hall.. almost slept. den got lectures.. physics 2 hours leh. and i hate it. i nv take pure.. i think i'm just gonna die for the next 2 yrs. den got discipline talk. i slept half of it. either slping or stoning. lol. den got maths.. maths quite ok lah..got a new topic.. quite easy lah. next 2 is amaths loh. den i skpped gp..coz gotta buy uniform. i bought 1 top and 2 skirts from sch.. and go chinatown buy 2 more tops. den can only collect on thurs. so i'm gonna wear the 1 top buy from sch de for 4 days. lol. sch de no elastic band below. gotta put draw string urself.. but i went town wif hq.. so i go alter my skirt..and ask the person help me make the elastic band oso. hee. i'll b looking damn smart in sa uniform. =x it's the BEST thing in sa. haha! UNIFORM! went town wif hq.. she cut her fringe.. i went to pluck eyebrow..den we walk around.. talk talk talk.. den i keep wanting to eat..duno y. mouth itchy. looked for clips.. hair band.. bags and stuff. we keep seeing this tpjc guy.. den hq thinks he noes her.. we go where see them where 1 loh. like we're stalking them. lol. we see them faster zhao. funny. den we oso saw this super yandao guy. got gf de. i nv c the gf.. i saw the guy.. i stunned. i just stared at him for the moment he walked past me. lol. he's like.. omg. handsome!! den my mum called me at 9 to kp me for going out. den my dad in the background like keep telling her wad to scold me. i was damn pissed. i feel like saying..i'm in jc now.. can u gimme more freedom? dun treat me like a sec sch small kid. den we went for dinner.. den meldon passed me hq's present.. need me to pass to her tmr. den go home.. bathe. online and blog! tmr i'm going out wif my long time no c netball friends..except for hq lah..c her every day. LOL! i'm going to shop like mad and spend money like water!!